Tuesday, December 1, 2009

Relearning Time

No, I don't need to relearn how to tell time... What I need to relearn is how to use time! Once again today, I felt as if there wasn't enough time for everything that I needed to get done. At one point, I was awaiting feedback via phone/email from a couple of people, and felt that I needed to sit by the computer for it to arrive. I got really cranky that I couldn't go out and do the things I had planned to do. In essence, I was creating that sense of no time... by stubbornly refusing to be a bit more flexible!

That's part of my personality type... wanting things to be done and complete now! Like, now!!! And if I have to wait for things to come together, I get a little upset. The learning for me is this... make my own time... relearn how to take back the time! I feel as if I have no control, and really, I am the only one who has control. Quite a nasty little illussion I can create in my life! So... time is my friend... I just need to be a bit more flexible in using it!

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